Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Allo all,
I'm back to the blogging world...after so many weeks on hiatus. it's good to be back.
this past few weeks have been very tough weeks for me..I mourned a lot, cried a lot, sad a lot..yaa gitu deh..

this year has been a tough year for me..even though on my b'day kan harusnya gw ngucap syukur, happie, tapi tahun ini banyak tetesan air mata...

sekarang gw sering berdiem diri and mikir kenapa Tuhan mengijinkan semua ini terjadi sama gua...tapi gw mau stop complaining, gw harus stop bersedih, gw mau percaya aja sama rencana Tuhan kalo Dia punya maksud dibalik semuanya ini...
gw kemaren diajar, instead of asking God, "mengapa"..lebih baik kita tanya Tuhan, "untuk apa"

iya sedih emang to let it go...but gw tau it's better now than later.
better sedih sekarang, nangis sekarang, daripada semakin hari and semakin hari menusuk hati gw lebih dalam and dalam lagi...

so we're just friends yaaah...
I will still help you when you need me...but gw akan berusaha sekuat mungkin untuk "menahan" perasaan gw dan menguncinya rapat-rapat dalam lubuk hati gw yang paling dalam.
because I know it'll be better this way..kita ga akan saling menyakiti satu sama lain.
so good bye love, and hello friend...

-rome 8:28-

p.s: God, do you know that my heart is aching? :'(











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