| Sunday, January 07, 2007 |
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my first post in the the year of 2007! selama 6 hari pertama di tahun 2007 ini gw berasa apart from God.. gw udah ga pernah berdoa or baca bible..I feel my life slowly has been drifted apart from Him. gw sedih sih sedih..cuman at that time I was powerless and I feel it's so hard to come near to Him. but I really thankful to Him. even though we are not faithful, He is still faithful to us. today at the church, my Pastor shared about the prophecy for 2007. one of the things that he mentioned was in the year of 2007, draw near to God...nearer that you've ever been before carilah Dia, selagi Dia berkenan engkau temui! and one of the worship song that crushed my heart was, "Take all of me" the song goes like this: I love You All of my hope is in You Jesus Christ take my life Take all of me You broke the night like the sun A nd healed my heart with Your great love Any trouble I couldn't bear You lifted me upon Your shoulders Love that's stronger Love that covers sin And takes the weight of the world You stand on mountain tops with me With You I walk through the valleys Your grace is all I rely on I love You so, and I give up my heart to say I need You so, my everything when we sung this song, I couldn't help it. the tears flowed down my cheeck.. then I finally realized that I was full of myself that I didn't have room for the Almighty King in my heart again. tahun 2007 is not going to be an easy year. last week I already received a letter from my mortgage company that my monthly mortgage is going to increase by next month.. so keadaan finansial gw semakin mepet..kalo diitung-itung dengan angsuran rumah plus bayar uang sewa di Boston, income gw tuh ga cukup... and seminggu pertama di tahun 2007 ini hati gw gelisah banget and ga menentu..gw coba pikir otak dengan jalan kerja overtime tiap sabtu di kantor gw.. I've done that, and it wasn't fun at all...hidup kayak dikejar-kejar sama money and tuntutan tanggung jawab. but this morning I asked God to take all of me.. semua kekuatiran gw untuk masa depan semua keinginan gw untuk ngumpulin duit semua hal-hal yang bikin gw "penuh" dengan diri sendiri , gw minta Tuhan ambil semuanya and I asked God to be the controller over my life. my Pastor said this to us this morning: take hide in the Lord, and He will rescue you. kalo kita bersembunyi itu artinya seluruh badan kita hilang lenyap..tak terlihat oleh musuh sama seperti kita, when we take hide in the Lord, sembunyikanlah dirimu seluruhnya..supaya jangan sedikitpun dari dirimu terlihat, supaya orang lain dan dunia tahu bahwa hanya Tuhanlah yang nampak. I guess Paul knew it very well. he said, "sebab hidupku bukannya aku lagi, melainkan Kristus yang hidup dalamku..." (less of me, and more of God) |
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